iPhone-pic couple months..

 Orange leaf, a frozen yogurt joint, our favorite place to go!

 I LOVE this boy!

 I found a really good deal, AND Alivia need to advance from her pack-n-play here at my parents so... we bought a bunkbed.. and I even put it together myself! :D...

 The sweeter girl i know...

 Time for the nightly milk...then its OFF to bed!

 2$ snowcones (each)...but they loved em!

 My nephew Austen is so dang cute....he LOVED this!

 Baskin Robbins, another favorite place to go...

 Thirsty?

 My cool dudes!

 Playing at the park... like we do almost EVERY single day...

 Outside diaper change @ church

 BEST FRIENDS

 6 bandaids in one trip to the park... PHEW!

 Splashpad/shower fun!

 Saturday sweets..

 Anything that can be opened has to be put up and locked away! this girly gets in to EVERYTHING!!! especially markers and mascara!

 My baby and my sister Anne's baby..

 scrubadubdub.

 Fathers day...wow..

 :)

 Orry got stung by a bee on his LIP!!! what the heck.... yes the bee, all his friends, and their home are no longer a problem...

 watching grandpa tear up the backyard...one of orry's favorite things to do.

 Somedays it takes a little work getting this sweet boy to bed... other days i just have to hand him his blanket and milk and he's OUT! yes-my kids still wear fleece jambes to bed, it's really cold in their room.

 Orry and his friend, our neighbors grandson from across the street.

 oh the places i find them...

 costco hotdogs...yes, they can eat the WHOLE thing... they don't choke so i guess its okay...

 first time donating blood...

 Just came home from church.. :) 

 Pretty girly..

 see Orry's hands?...he wants his done too... but he's starting to understand that boy's don't wear fingernail polish.

 talking to daddy on Skype

 trying to be like mommy...

MORE bandaids..

Changes changes..

Divorce update: Last week Toby signed our divorce stipulation... it's weird how everything is happening now. it's all coming to an end and the divorce will in final in a few weeks.. I didn't feel good about going back to our life in Georgia with Toby. but I feel really nervous about ending my marriage, probably because i don't know what the future has in store for me and my kids.. Most of the time i feel like this is the right thing to do, but i also have days where i feel so alone and THOSE are the days i second guess myself.. but that feeling doesn't last very long!

Kidsies: My other halfs have been gone away from me to be with their dad's family now for a week and a half! it is really almost killing me. ..but I have a friend here from Georgia, MEGAN, who really helps me a lot by helping me just keep-going. i haven't seen them for A WEEK AND A HALF! a week and a half without your kids, could you imagine?.. that's a freaking long time! we still have two and a half weeks to go, until August 3rd! I try to talk to them on the phone, but they aren't really IN to phone conversations, after all they Are Only 3 and 2(almost). I miss them so much... it's so weird not have that responsibility of their every need right now. 

-i just talked with orry and alivia via Skype... i miss them so much. they are so stinking cute!!! oh my heck!

it really helps that i KNOW that they are being taken care of and spoiled rotten!